Around three decades back, a prominent Hollywood executive s**ually assaulted Brooke Shields.
However, she chose to remain silent.
The thought that crossed her mind was, “Nobody will believe me.”
During those times, stories like hers were not given much credence.
She feared that this incident would mark the end of her career.
This revelation forms part of an upcoming documentary split into two parts, titled Brooke Shields: Pretty Baby, set to debut on Hulu on April 3.
The documentary delves deep into the extraordinary life of Shields, recounting her early days as a young actress known for her roles in controversial films like Pretty Baby and The Blue Lagoon.
Moreover, it highlights the importance of speaking one’s truth.
Reflecting on the experience, the 57-year-old actress expressed, “Completing the documentary made me realize how miraculous it is that I survived.”
Recalling the assault that took place when she was in her twenties, Shields stated, “It has taken me years to come to terms with it.
I feel more enraged now than I did at that moment.
Fear is a natural response in such situations.
They don’t necessarily have to be violent to induce fear.”
At the time of the assault, Shields, a recent graduate from Princeton University, was struggling to find substantial work, which she describes as the “lowest point” of her career.
Following a dinner meeting with the Hollywood executive, where she anticipated a job offer, he lured her to his hotel room under the pretense of calling a cab.
It was there that the assault occurred.
Shields recollects, “I didn’t resist; I was paralyzed.”
In the aftermath, she placed blame on herself, questioning her actions.
She kept replaying thoughts like, “I shouldn’t have agreed to go up with him.
Why did I have that drink at dinner?”
Shields had developed a coping mechanism of dissociation early in her life to manage the overwhelming attention she received due to her career.
She divulged that she had always felt disconnected from her body and sexuality, attributing it to her modeling experiences.
Shields confided in only one person about the incident, her close friend Gavin de Becker, who provided support and understanding.
Currently married to Chris Henchy, with whom she shares two daughters, Shields launched an online community and wellness platform in 2021 called Beginning Is Now.
Her aim is to inspire women over 40 to celebrate their achievements and embrace the next chapter of their lives.
Her journey is characterized by resilience and determination.
Shields’ story serves as a source of courage and hope for many, encouraging them to share their own truths and not suffer in silence.
If faced with a similar situation, seek help by contacting the National s**ual Assault Hotline at 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or visiting rainn.org.
