Former NBA player Lamar Odom has disclosed his tumultuous journey battling s=x addiction and substance abuse, shedding light on his past experiences in his newly released memoir, Darkness to Light.
In the excerpts shared by People recently, Odom confesses, “I am grappling with s=x addiction,” revealing that his fixation on s=x has been a longstanding issue for him.
The 39-year-old athlete admits to having engaged s–ually with over 2,000 women throughout his life, often involving transactions with individuals like strippers, whom he acknowledges compensating for their services.
Acknowledging a significant turning point in his life, Odom recollects the harrowing incident in October 2015 when he was rushed to the hospital following a life-threatening drug overdose at the Love Ranch Brothel in Nevada.
This event served as a pivotal moment that prompted him to embark on a path of sobriety and healing.
During his arduous recovery phase, Odom received substantial support from his former spouse, Khloe Kardashian, despite their strained relationship, which eventually led to their divorce more than a year later.
Reflecting on the interconnectedness of his s=x addiction and substance abuse, Odom highlights how one triggered the other, creating a self-perpetuating cycle that intensified his struggles.
In a candid interview, Odom expresses remorse for the impact of his addictive behaviors on his marriage with the reality TV star, admitting that he wishes he had demonstrated greater maturity in handling their relationship challenges.
Recalling the blissful beginnings of their union, Odom nostalgically reminisces about the happiness he once experienced with Kardashian, emphasizing his initial faithfulness before external pressures took a toll on their bond.
Despite the turmoil their relationship endured, Odom harbors hopes for reconciliation, expressing a desire to rekindle a friendship with his ex-wife and reconnect with her family in the future.
In his memoir, Odom shares his triumph over substance abuse, affirming his commitment to maintaining sobriety while acknowledging ongoing struggles as he confronts his addictive tendencies.
As Odom prepares to release his book, Darkness to Light, on May 28, he underscores his determination to navigate the challenges that lie ahead without succumbing to the shadows of his past.
