Amy Winehouse, the iconic singer, reportedly attempted suicide merely two months before her tragic death due to alcohol poisoning at 27, as disclosed by her controversial ex-husband, Blake Fielder-Civil.
Blake, whom Amy once professed as her soulmate, shattered her heart when he impregnated his new partner Sarah.
On a crucial day, when Amy phoned him regarding their wedding anniversary, Blake abruptly ended the call as Sarah was in labor, a decision he now deeply regrets.
Regretting his actions, Blake expressed, “Amy longed for motherhood, yet I was engrossed in the moment and failed to consider the repercussions of my actions.”
In a remorseful tone, he recalled Amy revealing her severe self-harm following the incident, emphasizing her indifference towards life.
Blake noted the thin line between her apathy and suicidal thoughts, indicating that Amy posed a significant risk to herself.
Despite conclusive toxicology reports attributing Amy’s demise to alcohol abuse, Blake maintains his belief that it was a second suicide endeavor, urging those close to her to have recognized the warning signs.
Speculating on the circumstances surrounding her passing, Blake shared, “I suspect Amy’s demise was self-inflicted.
Her excessive drinking over the years must have raised alarms within her.”
He criticized the lack of intervention from those around her, including himself, highlighting the collective responsibility in failing to address her ongoing struggles post-rehabilitation and divorce.
Revealing Amy’s coping mechanism through consuming miniatures as a form of control, Blake likened her behavior to that of a heroin addict rationalizing their usage, shedding light on the harrowing effects of her addiction.
Despite Blake’s recent claims, Amy’s inner circle has chosen not to respond to these allegations, maintaining their silence on his assertions.
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